The Lab

Sure enough, there was an encounter waiting:

I knew he was going to try to end it again. His resolve has strengthened of late, so I dressed accordingly; high heels, white thigh-high stockings, and a short, skin-tight, low-cut, red and white striped dress. I stood in the middle of the room for him as he unlocked the door. Across my eyelashes I watched his expression dissolve from anger to fear and I knew I had all but broken him. To be sure I approached as he locked the door and promptly delivered him a message he could feel. He held up his hand as if he were somehow capable of preventing the inevitable. His back rested flat against the door as my hand found his crotch. The sweet taste of his soft lips was a suitable prelude to what would become a decadent evening...

She had correctly anticipated my unwillingness. I'd like to think I could put a stop to this, but I wasn't sure. As I read the series of events it became increasingly apparent how difficult that would be.

He did not reciprocate at first, standing idle as if temptation could not persuade him. He must have known this would only multiply my already voracious appetite. Once I overcame his powerful defenses they would be unleashed for the sake of evil rather than good, which is much more fun. He knew he could control me simply and completely, and he could only resist my desperate body for so long. Knowing this man better than he knows himself keeps me in perpetual anticipation of these moments. At this point collapse was certain. At this point my only surprise is his uncanny ability to repeatedly awaken the insatiable animal I had never discovered. As one gentle finger ascended my leg I could already predict the intensity of my first orgasm.

What was a woman's capacity to occupy a man through his fantasies? How much power had I relinquished by disclosing my thoughts openly? I wanted to go back and delete my blog, but there was no way to erase my existence from her mind. It was up to me to erase her existence from mine, which became my quest. Right there, sitting in the computer lab I decided to put her out of my mind forever. It was done...